Sunday, October 26, 2008

Tomorrow....

So I am kind of anxious for tomorrow! I have my 6 month Stress-Echo and I am going to hope and pray all night long that everything is going to be fine!! I still can't believe it has been 6 months of drama with all of this heart stuff, and hopefully tomorrow will be the day that I finally get the ok for surgery!! I want this surgery so bad, yet it is soo scary and I have had so many sleepless night worried about the "what if's" when it comes to my heart and the future! So tomorrow afternoon I will be running on a treadmil and my cardiologist will be with me and she will give me the results after the test is over! I just want this to be the start of the end! The end of the weight, the end of the heart drama and heartache, and the start to the new life that I really want and need!! So if everyone can, please ask the big man up stairs to help me out tomorrow!! Thanks!!

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